Verse 1
If anyone should be embarrassed it should be me
Do I radiate kowareta girl
Silver spoon fed with a rich legacy
She's unhinged lock her in a facility
Sugu ni - and I wonder why some people stay cold
They only pick the phone up
When they're down so low
Needing solace the feeling of home
Chorus
Ohhh
It's exactly why I tell it straight up
Not behind backs
Or with a fake smile
I am me
And if you don't have anything nice to say about me
Let your silence speak
Please let your silence speak
Not behind backs
Or with a uso no egao
Yeah fake smile
Verse 2
Well spread the news
Bloggers must like what they see
Writing me down like a diary
Nikki mitaina watashi
For you to read when I'm gone
Took off
Across the ocean before I'd drown
Hitched a ride with a Baker in her van
Drove to Zacoalco her hometown
Just to escape the stories whispered 'bout me
That I abuse my boyfriend
Spit at little children
Or disrespect the elderly
Bridge
Oh
Please just keep it clean
And you'll receive the fun me
Oh I am angry
And I know
Life is what I made of it
Call me unfit
Over and over again
Obake ni shite
Plan an exorcism for me then
Chorus
Oh
It's exactly why I tell it straight up
Not behind backs
Or with a fake smile
I am me
And if you don't have anything nice to say about me
Let your silence speak
Please let your silence speak
Not behind backs
Or with a uso no egao
Yeah fake smile
Verse 3
Yeah
You call me your idol
But I'm not your excuse
Uso janai - don't twist the truth
Blame me for problems that aren't even mine
Say I misstep, misspeak, fall out of line
Gaslight my story - nande - for what
Tell me the girls all performed better so what
Am I the type to scream or disagree
Or just let my silence speak
Shizuka ni watashi wa me
Outro
Keep my trinkets
Or throw them away
Six months in
With a real smile on my face
Honto no egao